So He Just Plays On His Computer Games

•August 17, 2008 • No Comments

Or not - it seems that I’ve lost my Game-Fu. This is a rather worrying turn of events, when you consider that gaming is a large part of who I am. It is one of the few things in life that I actually take any more than a passing interest in, something that filled my spare time, allowed me to escape from my hum-drum existence. More importantly, it was my thing; plenty of people in my circle of friends play games, but there are few (one, I’d wager, Rob) who’d I’d consider actual gamers. So, if I lose that, what am I?

I’m hoping it’s just that no game has come along that has managed to pique my interest for longer than an hour or so in recent times. Mass Effect still has yet to drag me in as I’d hoped it would (I blame the terrible Mako sections, and the general derivative nature of the none-story line stuff, which, being a completionist, I can’t skip). I picked up SoulCalibur IV when I first moved in here, but that is more a game to play with others. The single player modes are, frankly, god awful and a waste of £40. And TF2… well, I tried playing it today and didn’t last more than about 15 minutes at a time. Now, this is a game that, in the past, I would happily play for hours on end without getting bored. Maybe the Heavy Update due this week will reignite my feelings towards the game.

There are a couple of games I’m looking at picking up that seem more suited to my current predicament, namely Braid and Strong Bad’s Cool Game for Attractive People - Episode 1: Homestar Ruiner (more games need ironically long titles), but first I need to sort out my money situation. And by sort out, I do of course mean phone the ‘rents. Roll on pay day when I can start living a life of financial independance (yerright).

You’ll Change Your Mind Come Monday

•August 11, 2008 • 2 Comments

I was all set to write an emo-rific blog entry about how Saturday marked the four week point since I got that text, but then I realised, why bother? Those who care have already put up with my blabbering on the topic, and those who don’t care, well… they don’t care. Instead, I’ll spare us both and instead talk about moving in and my first week of work. Not that hat is much more interesting, but, well, yeah.

As some of you may have already heard, my first day was indeed beset by something going wrong; the lock on my front door jammed, and I was stuck inside all night with nothing but Dr Pepper and Soreen to keep me alive. I fared a bit better the next day, and, after a phone call to the letting agency, escaped from my prison at about 2 in the afternoon. I popped round to West Park Place for a bit, and had a chat with Sarann whilst stealing their internets (not having any at home, natch). Went to IKEA in the evening, and picked up a few essentials, primarily a nice comfy office chair.

My parents arrived the next day, and we made haste to IKEA again, this time with grander designs. About two hours later we left… and then went back again, to pick up Dad who was waiting with a load of stuff that couldn’t fit in the car. After dropping him and the flat packs off, mum and I went to Tesco to get some more essentials, and take a look at the TVs. We found a shiny and reasonably priced LG one, but *gasp*, it was out of stock.

Never fear, because the next day we returned to Tesco and it was back in stock. £lots later, I was the proud owner of a 32″ flatscreen. Next, sofa! Now, a little back story here; the flat originally had a sofa, but the landlady had it removed since I’d made it clear I wanted a cat. To be honest, I was fine with that exchange… but then, I wouldn’t be paying for the new one ^.^. After scouring the billions of sofa shops in the retail park off the M62, we eventually found a fitting one in MFI. Annoying, for an extra £50, we could have got a 2 seater to go alongside the 3 seater we did buy, but alas there was no way they’d both have fit in the living room.

My parents left on the Sunday, leaving me with but a few scant hours to get ready for my first day of work. Top of the list was finding a bus route, as I was 2nd in line for a parking permit for work. After once again stealing West Park Place’s internets, I realised with horror that a 20 minute car journey had become an hour+ commute, thanks to First’s wonderful ‘All buses lead to Leeds’ system. Instead of getting a bus that skirted the outer ring road, I would have to get one into the city centre and then another back out again. Annoyance.

Regardless, I made it to work on the Monday with little problem, even if I was slightly tired. After a tour round the place and countless introductions (of which I can’t remember any), I started getting to grips with C# in the afternoon. I spent the first four days doing the kind of exercise we would get set for coursework; a lottery number generator with ever expanding requirements (though any pretence at realism was completely out the window. My mentor, Manuel, knew this was as ridiculous as I, and made no attempts to hide it. Those crazy GPs!). First it was a simple client side application, then client server, next we threw in a database, some web services, remoting and finally XML parsing. By the time I’d finished on Thursday, I was ready to start my first real project; something that would actually go live once I’d completed it. I started proper on Friday, and by the end of the day had already completed more than my mentor had expected me to. Tomorrow, (or today, as I wont actually be able to post this till I get to work tomorrow. today. argh.) I started on the more taxing parts, dealing with threading and reflection, whilst building on the framework I’d already created. It should be an interesting week.

In between finally living on my own and starting work proper, the last week has all been quite a shock to the system. Part of me is worried that “this is it” for the foreseeable future, but I’m sure once I get my flat finished and find my feet at work I’ll feel much better. Also, I imagine the lack of internets at home isn’t helping, and I really need to get that cat – sometimes the flat is a little to empty. However, need the couch to arrive first, which should be sometime this week. Hopefully I’ll be all sorted by this time next week; fingers crossed. Turns out it’s not going to arrive till a week on Thursday. Guess I’ll be waiting a little longer to get all sorted.

Death Cab For Cutie - Live at the Manchester Apollo

•August 8, 2008 • No Comments

Finally got round to uploading the videos I took when I went to see Death Cab at the Apollo at the end of July. So, here they are for your viewing pleasure:

Cath…

Grapevine Fires

I Will Possess Your Heart

A Pattern Is Present, A Formula Remains

•August 4, 2008 • 1 Comment

They say change is the only constant, and these past four weeks only serve to prove that point. In such a short space of time, my life has changed drastically. I’ve graduated, had my heart broken, finally broken out of the nest at home, moved in to a flat and joined the rat race (I’ve also watched an awful lot of Scrubs, and as such I’m actually narrating this blog entry in my head in J.D’s voice).

I guess, this will probably be the biggest change (or rather, the highest frequency of change at any one time) I’ll ever face. Going from the coddling bosom of the formal education system, living with people in student digs to being truly independent and actually earning some money (as opposed to haemorrhaging money that isn’t mine). I hope I’ll take it in my stride, but I guess we’ll know by the end of my first week.

Escapism - Redux

•July 26, 2008 • 2 Comments

Back in April I wrote about escapism, specifically that gleaned from playing games, as the perfect cure to mounting stress levels. At the time, I was dealing with the fast approaching FYP deadline and associated baggage, but what I’m facing at the moment is a different breed. And while gaming is the perfect form of escapism to deal with stress, it doesn’t work as well for matters of the heart.

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I Am Waiting For Something To Go Wrong

•July 23, 2008 • 1 Comment

So, after near enough walking into a 20k job last week (it was my first interview, and they offered me the position later that day), today I found a near perfect flat; 2 bedrooms, open plan living room/kitchen, on the ground floor, lets me have a cat, the works. This was the…. 3rd property I went to visit, and it clicked the moment I saw it. As someone else had already expressed an interest in it, I decided to forgo my other viewings for the day and sign there and then. I move in some time next week.

Now, if the last few weeks have taught me anything, it’s that nothing in life is that easy, and there is no such thing as a dream come true. So, what’s going to go wrong? Answers on a postcard, please.

Everything’s Gonna Get Lighter

•July 21, 2008 • 1 Comment

I realise it’s been a while since I wrote anything, but anyone who knows me probably knows why. My life these past few weeks has been in utter turmoil, and my only salvation has been countless hours of good TV (polished off Heroes in a weekend, up to season 5 of Scrubs, and still have Dexter, House and Battlestar Gallatcia to watch). As such, I haven’t really been doing anything that actually warranted writing something here. However, I’m getting better, and should be back on form in due course.

WWI - StarCraft 2: Evolving Design

•July 6, 2008 • 1 Comment

The goal of the design of StarCraft 2, explained Rob Pardo, was to reimagine StarCraft for a modern audience. They wanted to produce a game with the same pace and feel, but with a whole host of new units and, by extension, new tactical options. Follow the cut for details about how they went about this.

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Cool to Hate

•July 6, 2008 • No Comments

With the announcement of Diablo III, the various comment pages posting stories were filled with Angry Internet Men proclaiming that it was too similar to World of Warcraft. Reading their posts, something struck me. Why are popular games (both in sales and reviews) seeing more and more bile and vitriol directed at them? We’ve seen it with The Sims (I’ll admit, I’m prone to this), Oblivion, Halo, BioShock ( which saw Kieron Gillen writing a rather long anti-anti-BioShock essay) and now World of Warcraft. One comment I saw (on Kotaku, I believe) was:

WoW is the cancer killing PC gaming.

I’m sorry, what? WoW is many things (not all of them good), but it is certainly not killing PC gaming. Nothing is killing PC gaming (which is an argument for another time).

Another comment I once saw (actually directed at me), on RPS (and I must admit, it rather offended me):

Martin Coxall says:

Real gamers /still/ play WoW? How cute.

September 10th, 2007 at 9:02 pm

It is certainly an interesting phenomenon, like some kind of inverse-fanboyism (something Chris touched on recently), mixed with a healthy bit of elitism and the ever reliable John Gabriel’s Greater Internet Fuckwad Theory. Though I do wonder if there is an element of peer pressure in there. Has it truly become cool to hate?

WWI - Diablo 3: Design Philosophy

•July 3, 2008 • No Comments

In this developer panel, Jay Wilson went over the key design concepts of the early Diablo games, and detailed how they would be included and built upon in Diablo 3.

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